Ever recover from schizophrenia?

i`m diagnosed with schyzotipic disturbations and it feels like i have been here forever, like nowhere else, but here. I`m on quetiapinium, 100mg a day from last August. So it`ll be a year on these after this summer. Doc said, that it is possible to stop this illness and i`m getting better, actually i have started to notice progress from last month. feels like by every day time getts longer and i feel more free and more able to take care of everything. But by time passes, i feel like i`m loosing this feeling that i will ever get back to that place where i WANT to speak and where something simply makes me to fully experience reality. Where i want to think and where i somehow suddenly have such an interest in everything, and i rejoin it, and everything that is around suddenly becomes like everything for me and these feelings simply dissapear and i somehow even forget about them, because i dont have them anymore. i have been depressed for like 8 years and the biggest trouble started about 3 years ago where this disturbance started to take a roll.. i simply couldnt speak anymore normally, expressing myself became unbelievebly hard. and i havent lost myself in drugs and in any ****. i move forward.. like still seeing that ******* light that probably is still out there something. and i keep running from people... hold a job. like still beeing real, completely sane, but understanding that i have problems and i must deal with them. so i havent been in any party, every social situation is ****** up basically n **** for like 7 years from now. i simply dont believe that it is still possible to live without this. anyway i will move forward,. but i dont believe anymore. need your thoughts. thanks.